An Explanation for my Sadness.
My week had been going excellent.. on the Sunday I had been too Avenue Q and it was great! But Today, Friday, 27 November 2009.. My dog.. Tiggrr.. Was hit by a car... she was alive. But hurt badly.. to be honest I'm not really sure. My Dad tried to keep her away from me. They took her too the vet near by... But when brother and Dad came home.. there was just silence... She was dead... My Dog.. My Best friend.. She was dead... She was still young... Why did this have to happen!? WHY!?! I kept screaming it... WHY WHY WHY!!

Some of you might think.. Oh its just a dog and you shouldn't be getting so upset about it.. Well I say stuff you!! She wasn't just a dog! she was my closest friend... She was always there for me! always cuddling up to me! she helped me through the tough times... She helped me when I Moved to Aussie... She was my Angel.. sent to look after me! and I miss her so much.. It just hurts so much to Lose something so close to you..

I really wish this didn't happen.. and that it was all just a dream.. and that when I woke up... she'll be here. But I know that's not going to happen.. no matter how much I wish.. No matter how Much I cry.. It won't happen. So we put her in her favourite bed with her favourite blanket and her favourite toy.. and buried her somewhere, where she could be left alone untouched.

I feel a little bit better now that I've ranted... but not great... It will take some time... Alot time.
Thank you for listening.